Only pain!

Beyond ideology and ambition, beyond thought and emotions, there is only pain and salvation form it!

-Rise of Endymion

A thousand times

You live only once,
but die a thousand times…

Hope kills

Ce qui tue c'est l'espoire
et tandis qu'ils en meurent
combien on voit des gens
qui disent qu'ils en vivent
-Anonyme

And my translation for our english speaking friends...

Hope kills
and while it is slaying them
how many say it is keeeping them
alive

Oh...envy

A lone wolf
Howling away at the moon
Oh…envy

Do tell me

Do tell me
O my love of old
Are his lips sweeter than mine
Or his touch softer
O my love of old
Do tell me
Or better yet
Do not

Forever Frozen

Verdant Elysian meadows
Blossoming with spring roses await
While Bottomless abysses beckon
And arduous mountains call

But I stand here
In this numbing void
In this fabled middle ground
The fulcrum of balance
Floating…

I Close my eyes
Time stands still
And I spend a lifetime
Frozen…
In that moment
In this moment
Forever…

An old tree

An old tree
Lost its leafs tonight
While spring flowers blossom

Pain and love

Pain was only the other side of love!

-2nd chronicles of Thomas Convenant

Who waits

I sometimes feel the urge
To stand on the tallest mountain
And rage against heaven
Shouting: why me
Why me?
But then heaven is but a mirage
A fool’s chimera

I wish I could tear out my heart
And cast it to the wolfs
Oh how I wish I had no heart
Soulless
Devoted of feeling
A monster
Raging, hating, hurting
But all what I do is
Crying, bleeding, and loving still

How do you stop a heart from feeling
How do you pick up the threads of your life
After an eternity of love
How do you go on living
When each and every second
Reminds you of your loss

Time heal they say
And I will forget
But I do want to
It is my last link to my love
I lose that
And our story is truly over
But it is

So I let go
Like that day
When I jumped
Nothing to holding me
But she waited that day
On the ground
And I wonder who waits
Tomorrow, or the day after…